Logan has been throwing up.
I feel so bad because there isn't anything i can do for him but give him some medicine.
Hayden she seems like shes okay but i don't think shes feeling all that great either.
It took me forever to get logan back to bed.
But he went to bed without a bottle. lol.
After he threw up i asked him if he wanted me to put water in his bottle and he said yes.
And then when i asked him if he wanted his bottle after he layed down he said no. lol.
Im hoping that i can get him off the bottle soon.
And im trying to potty train him. lol.
He uses the bathroom by himself but hes still in diapers.
So i definitaly have to get him some underwear. lol.
But other then that. Its been a enlightening night.
Me and david really talked.
We weren't just talking at each other.
We were actually talking to each other and the other one was listening.
I don't know how long its been since we've actually done that.
But i am hoping with all of my heart.
That me and him can work out all of our problems.
And one day actually be together.
Because i want to marry him more then anything.
He is the love of my life.
And i honestly do from the bottom of my heart want to spend the rest of my life with him.
Not just because he is a great father to the both of my kids.
But because he loves me for me.
He treats me alot better then anyone ever has.
I don't think he realizes how much he means to me.
And i wish there was someway that i could show him or tell him how much he means to me.
But there just isn't anything i can do or say to show him that.
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